Sin Now

With a positive body image, a person has a real perception of her size and shape and feels comfortable and proud about her body. With a negative body image, a person has a distorted perception of her shape and size, compares her body to others, and feels shame, awkwardness, and anxiety about her body. A woman's dissatisfaction with her body affects how she thinks and feels about herself.

my boyfriend takes longer to do his hair then i do... suck it!

get fucking ready.

i gotta pack up my shit before i go to work today and take it and the kittens to my parents because im gonna stay with them i Dub for a few days, so CKM get with me.

right now jude and rev are in my underwear drawer sleeping. i love them more than anything else. ha.

i have been so stressed about mr. z's gift arriving in time for xmas. so im layin in the rug in front of the tv naked like 10 minutes after he leaves, and i hear a tap at the door. so i wrap myself up in the blanket cause it is either him or the package. it is the ups man and as im trying to grab the big box he got a lil show of tit!

work friends are the best, especially when none of them have to work until 5 the next day! PICTURES.
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+having the day off
-zac having to work both of his jobs
+the kittens love me more then him
+i have a baby christmas tree for my home
-i need to bring it up the stairs
+america's next top model marathon
+wearing the biggest of T's all day long with no shower
-no shower
+getting a nice visit between jobs
+somethin else nice in the morning to wake up to as always
-lack of vacuum
-i want some food in by belly
-an hour and a half till i have fun again
+its a beautiful day in the neighborhood

: )

drunken times with the fam in Chicago
dancing in the hallway
funny stripper
broke the bathroom
got stuck in the bathroom
naked in the hallway
-hung out with Disturbed at hotel
hung out with Damian Marley
ate $60 meals
Prada
Gucci
Tiffanys
...
-missin my boy
im getting my kitten tomorrow!
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I wanna bathe in milk eat grapes Robert DeNiro sit on my face



ice cream in cups
mario cart in bed
sex in the kitchen
poop back and forth from my butthoooooooooo into anothers forever ))<>((
smoking in the stairway
hiccups in my mouth
PJ Harvey in the record player
sexy new undies all over the floor
paper in my head (should be turned in)
fat billfold of 20's in the pocket that smells of beans
shower in my very near future

im starting a book club, who wants to be in it?

i made $220 working yesterday and today. besides the fact that this is sweet, im wanting to go shopping as soon as possible.

AnD sO dO yOu.

My mother says when i get older my dusty hair will settle and my blouse will learn to stay clean, but i have decided not to grow up tame like the others who lay their necks on the threshold waiting for the ball and chain.
in the movies there is always one with red red lips who is beautiful and cruel. she is the one who drives the men crazy and laughs them all away. her power is her own. she will not give it away.
i have begun my own quiet war. simple. sure. i am one who leaves the table like a man, without putting back the chair or picking up the plate.






The House on Mango Street
Sandra Cisneros

1. shower... i smell of beans as always from work. this nice couple left me $20 on a $15 bill :) people make me happy even though i didnt get to keep it cause im still in "training". i skill out tom night, so this means starting tuesday everyone must come in and get some margaritas!!!!!!!
2. lunch with my number one boo chelle!
3. study for my bar test.
4. read my shit for class cause i skipped last wednesday.
5. clean my apartment, shannon and i made a drunken mess last night.

COMMING HOME AT 4:45... NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA

i dropped math today!